I am not usually one to discuss things that are going on in my world. I am usually a very private person but, I found that writing has helped me cope with a lot of things. One of my twins, Gabriel, is not passing his hearing tests. On his fourth test in January, I broke down because having a baby with a loss of hearing is not something that you think about when having kids. Yesterday was his fifth hearing test since birth and he didn't pass again. The doctors are going to be doing more tests in the near future to see if something is wrong. If there is a problem we will be able get the problem fixed as soon as possible. I have no words but, I must say that I am in a much better place.
During this season I feel that God is asking my husband and I "Will You Trust Me?" There will be many tests done in the coming days and there are so many "What If's" out there regarding my son's hearing.
What I do know and, what I am standing on.. (outside of the "What If's) is that the God I serve was with me and my husband in some of the toughest moments that we have faced in these past years. He brought us through so many different trials and tribulations of life and, I know that He will bring us through this.
If my son has a hearing loss of some sort or, even no hearing at all I know that there will be days that are extremely tough. Even with knowing that some days will be tough.. I am at peace that there is a God that is with us every step of the way.
If you are feeling down or, even just feeling stuck in a situation.. remember that God is always there! Lean on Him. This is what He wants us to do and, that is what I am going to do.
I am going to Lean on Him. I am going to Trust His Process. I am going to Trust His Plan.
God has truly picked the best parents for Gabriel and Gabrielle Richard.
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