Lord, I trust you.

I try my best to be as transparent as I possibly can.

Someone shared their testimony a few weeks ago in a video and stated:

"Lord make me different but, make me relatable."

That is also my goal for my readers.

I could have easily waited until the blessing occurred but, that wouldn't be fair if I didn't talk about the process.

If you recall from my last blog in May then you remember that Gabe's left ear was one of the most difficult ears to place an implant that his doctor had ever seen.

Therefore, we were not able to complete the right ear that day.

We have reached the point where we are getting ready for surgery on Monday to go ahead and try to implant that right ear.

Doctor is stating that this ear will be more difficult.

I am nervous and scared.

The hardest thing about facing the same battles again is trying to forget how you felt in those moments of despair.

For pre-op I remember telling the doctor:

"I know you want him to hear but, if you find that it is too difficult...

You do not have to operate. I am so very grateful for the hearing that he has now."

I'm a fighter but, I'm also content.

No matter the outcome...

Lord, I trust you.